Gonna take myself for a ride on a big jet plane.

That feeling of disappearing appears again.

I know it's not normal and I have to overcome this feeling. This probably the reason a lot of people distant away from me.

Or....probably it's me who's alienating myself from others.

Whichever it is, I'm not happy with this state. I hope that I can just run away or so to speak, disappear like bubbles.

Can I?